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Then the flip switches.We’re finally turned on.The electricity is running, and the bill is high. Imagine sticking your finger into a socket and your whole body absorbs the current. Suddenly you feel alive. Sparks run through every vein, lighting you up from the inside. It’s addicting. You chase it until you can’t run anymore—arms out,…
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but Breathing Underwater The silence of water emerging over your body fills in every gap of insecurities and critiques. The pain of water flooding your lungs softens the noise in your head. Everything slows while you sink to the bottom, the baggage of shame, guilt, and fear pulling you toward the dark, empty ocean floor.…
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You never deserved what happened to you and I’m sorry I wasn’t there to protect you. If I could go back, I would make sure no monsters got into your castle. I told you it made you stronger and we could get through anything. I’m sorry I was so hard on you when it came…
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It’s refreshing to learn something new about yourself, even when it stings a little. Today I realized that I always have a person. At first, I didn’t think much of it. Honestly, I thought it was cute and funny — like, “Awe, I always have somebody.” But my friend, who is wise and shockingly accurate…
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There’s a mystical feeling that winter brings.A cold, crisp air that fills my lungs with life.For nine months I was dead, only waiting for the cold to bring me back to life. The snow brings a peaceful emptiness—like I’m alive but I don’t have to live.Like I’m here but I don’t have to be present.The…
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I wasn’t supposed to go see him.I knew it was wrong.But I half-shaved my legs, put on my coat, and ran out the door.I drove an hour to see him, only to find him in the mood for something else. When I pulled in his driveway, I put the car in reverse and just sat…
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Heres a little update about my life recently. I dont have a boyfriend, I am however waiting for Gods timing, trying to stay patient and not take over control. I have no idea what my career plan is, I graduate in seven months with a degree that I didn’t even want. Again, I am waiting…
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Women have been getting sexualized since eve ate the apple. When were little girls, strange men in grocery stores would stare, saying to our mother ¨ oh she’s going to be driving the boys crazy when she gets older.¨ or ¨ Keep an eye out for this one! shes too pretty!¨ Writing this makes me…
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My feelings are like quicksand. Once I feel, I start to sink fast — pulled under to the point of suffocation. The part I hate most about being a girl is emotions. Talking about them. Feeling them. Having to understand other people’s emotions. I’m not the type of girl who sits around and talks about…
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You’d think I wouldn’t be homesick, knowing how my family is. But I guess once you get older, you see everything differently. You stop looking at the world through childlike glasses and start seeing it through adult lenses. Suddenly, you appreciate your mom, you actually want to hang out with your brother, and you find…